Wednesday, December 30, 2009

11:43 PM

I really really hated 2009. It brought me so many bad news since the beginning of the year. And it just couldn't end quietly. Just saw on facebook that a schoolmate passed away this morning. I don't think I spoke even 2 sentences to him, but somehow I can't help feeling really affected. Is this how it feels like when someone young goes so tragically? Especially when I do remember him being so full of life and laughter. I'm sorry this isn't shaping up to be a beautiful eulogy, but I am really at a loss for words right now. And I feel quite like a hypocrite for getting so affected when I didn't even know him. We weren't even hi-bye acquaintances. But I really, sincerely extend my condolences to his family, and I hope he rests in peace.

Please, no more deaths for the next year, however impossible that may sound.